Xmas

Met up with my poly frens, which includes daoxian and weili haha.. It's been really very long since I see wilfred. I knew he will most probably be doing well, but didn't expect him to be so successful sia. Really very happy for him =D We tried to have bbq at xiaoting's condo but the rain got heavier and heavier, eventually we decided to go jingfen's house to cook the rest of the food away and play games there. Funny thing is when we're finally going to go then did the rain stop. -_-"

So over at jf's house we watched the Little Nonya, then started different games, mahjong and stuff. I was playing pictionary, some words are just impossible to draw lor lol. Haha then we went to the kitchen and started cooking everything, i got myself burnt by the oil =X, now got boils already.

We played the night away and in the morning we parted, i went back to hall and slept like no tomorrow lol. When i wake up i knew i was gonna fall sick. Sore throat starting from last saturday seems to be getting worse, now being drenched in rain and all the fried/bbq food, it's def worse. And now i have a bad flu, lol.......

Stayed home today, and tomorrow rather than to go lab. I guess i should stick to normal working schedule. Sigh, if my flu and sore throat doesn't go away, then monday's K session i prolly wun go. Argh if dun go tat 1 means din hit my 5 K session by this hols. Well it's true tat im pretty broke. hahaa..

1 more day till exam results are out and then school is gonna start again. somehow both of these are not on my mind, all the club matters are! kinda exciting when it's challenging =]

~and the voices in the head said..~

unlike you, when i said i let the matter rest, i will not mention it again. UNLIKE you. so to hell with what you think. apologies for the strong language. don't make me say how i really feel, cause i'm pretty sure you don't want to hear it.

on a much much brighter note, I'm proud of our ISG team, 3 3rd so far and a 2nd. and K session with ISIS is good also.. tat's my 4th K session since exams ended.

nafisah is back! haha.. got used to her not being around.. no i dun mean it in a "intimate" way, but in a "working" sense.

just came back from meeting peiyan, yixiong and winnie.. ahhh haven seen winnie in years. n yes, she is STILL freaking abusive. i think i got 4-6 blue blacks from her. peiyan turning more aggresive also! hah we basically meet up to EAT.. omg.. scary. after eating dinner at shokudo pasta, py still hungry. i wasn't satisfied also, so we went carl's junior......

but we only ate the fries. HAHA! still it was filling lor. then chit chatted and catch up with each other. haha some discussion on serious topic also.. wahh seh..

~and the voices in the head said..~

Xmas

Xmas is coming.. going to meet my poly and Hi club clique. now just got back to hall from K-ing with jiawen.

something redundant happened! i recv a redundant mail, so i gave a redundant reply. =] saw some obvious redundant post somewhere also. anyway, i shall not mention this anymore. the matter shld be laid to rest. oh, i wld never ask my frens to go talk to somebody abt something they wldnt really noe. please be mature and just keep quiet.

haha die, i 4get wat i wan to blog. bahh! ten dollar K fully booked on monday =( i think we shld just catch a movie. shall sms them haa

normal people usually have problems tat surround them, unless you're very blessed. don't give up or despair~ saying this in view to the problems i hear frm frens recently.

Anyways, i'm quite proud of our ISG team this year, hope there will be more achievements! Nxt yr i shall be in all e ISG games =)

end of hols soon! =(

~and the voices in the head said..~

look @ time/screenshot, bdae thnks, PDA phone!

look at all those documents man!!

Been wanting to say thanks to...

mom: for a $20 new SGD note, i like to keep old notes or nice looking ones =]
jolyn: for your mos burger treat! more importantly the K session =]
holly: your BnJ treat! enjoy ur HK trip
yiroe: for your Egyptian magnet

More belated bdae gifts are welcomed......... ESP a PDA PHONE! wanting one now for all its functions and stuff grrr.. more outings and hectic work schedules ahead!! gotta roughen it out.

~life is beautiful..becos this world is imperfect~

conclusion on my birthday

I'm blogging something private here because i want to tell my close friends something that i would not like to repeat over and over again because it hurts. My blog readers are mainly people close to me also.. Names are not included.

I know some of my close friends are concerned about what's going on between me and her and it has since become a forbidden topic because i don't talk about it. I apologize for seeming so distant.

For some time now, i guess both of us wanted to make a firm stand. Basically, i could not feel any effort or appreciation from her and that is because she still has not gotten over the past. Maybe she did appreciate and make efforts, but it wasn't enough or obvious to me. Thus, we both feel that maybe the timing is just bad.

We have left too much unsaid to each other, the words we exchange that night came all too late.

And i realized (too late) that this "One-Person" (whom ALL MY FRIENDS know WHO HE IS) has subtly interfered. Previously this person has said to me that he will not interfere anymore, yet has put on a emo alias which so obviously identifies him and kept wishing us well. Please know that you have done enough harm and your persistent "presence" (i told you i don't want to see your tags on my blog before) is making things harder for both of us to move forward.

You know that we know it's you, so why do it? I can't honestly believe that you have good intentions at all. You know that the best thing for you to do is to disappear from our lives, yet you purposely, intently chose to show yourself here and there. I DO NOT want to see you tagging my blog ever again, nor do i want to hear from you. Please respect my wishes. If you want to contact her, i hope you do remember you can never bring more help than harm. Keep that in mind.

Yea, some of you might think it's just a few tags and whatnot.. Trust me, it's not that simple, i will not divulge much on this even if i'm asked.

All said, i still wish her well and i will miss our insider jokes, songs and fun moments (and many other stuff!). I will let go and I hope she can do the same soon, for her own sake. Some people are not worth your time and thoughts for, you should live your life to the best you can. I'm happy that we're both moving on.

When all is said and done, there's only three words i think that everyone could use.

Life goes on.

Maybe it's not mean to be, but hey, this is life, it doesn't always work the way you want it to. What matters is you try and remember the good part of it.

~thanks for the memories~

101th post

OOoo the previous post was the 100th. Started this blog since last oct so that's about 7 posts per month?

Although i have lots of stuff on my hand, they are not stuff that i can just start and get over with.. I hate writing formal stuff, a bit is alright, but super formal stuff (like CONSTITUTION) is gonna be a b****. LOL just a metaphor, i still love wat i do, tat's y i do it =D

I do wan to meet up with people, so far this hols has been relaxing cos i only have to juggle club stuff which means i slack the rest of my time. Lab is gonna start again and im gonna need the time to finish wat i wanted to do..

-lab
-club
-room spring cleaning

when i say club it's not CLUBBING.. its my cca stuff.. haha.. oh ya, i wanted to blog to say.. "oh this friday is my birthday" cos it just struck me.. Since August, time has passed without me really knowing when is monday, tuesday or wat date is it. I only know "it's 4 days till meeting, 3 days till deadline, 1 week till bla bla..."

Time has stopped since some time ago.. life has gotta move on, things has gotta change. the question is when, where and how..

Haha since this post is so random, i shall include my outing with my gang.. Me, zhaoliang, cher and songhui met up for a movie (BOLT) and Rhino is just so crazy.. haha i wanna be crazy too man. We then had dinner at The Pasta Shop and desserts at NYDC, lol quite a bit.

Can't wait for this coming Xmas also, bbq gathering and present exchange with poly friends.


Here's RHINO!

like holly said, cute round fluffy ball lol and the more 1 looks at it the cuter it gets LOL *yes inside joke*


~I miss inside jokes.~

Lower......

Yday had to go braces appt.. then the orthodontist stunned me by telling me im putting on the lower braces rite away. sigh.. so after my mouth was gagged open for 15 or so mins, my lower braces finally got on. Bt i was meeting li neng and jiawen, my "bro" and "sis".. the last time we met was 1.5 yrs ago...

So while waiting for jiawen to be off frm work in tuas, me n my bro did...
-running ard town cos it was raining
-checked out cine for a bit, the movies as well, had pizza noodles at e basement jap shop, it's not bad!
-i bought a adidas shoe at Citylink Mall Adidas shop haa
-had gloria jeans coffee (their mint choc stuff taste a bit like meds... bt its only 3 bucks for any ice blended, wkdays only i think)
-shopped ard marina square bt cldnt find e shoe i wanna buy, or rather at a cheaper price than $129.00 haha.
-played pool and arcade
-watched Qurantine.. >.>
-had seoul garden, i was basically swallowing all e food, cos my teeth starts to hurt from all the pulling.

Things happen to people all the time, be it they share it with u or not. So lots of stuff were being shared, and life's reality is always harsh. Dun think too much my frens. =]

Ahhh.. so busy. sigh.

~life is beautiful..becos this world is imperfect~

the power of calendar

Shit i cant find my calendar and it has a panicking effect cos i cant hold all the dates and appts in my head, I NEED E CALENDAR! OMG did i leave it in lab? argh.

bt now this is wat i rem, monday 2 meetings, tuesday 1 LONG meeting, wednesday 1 meeting, thurs 1 meeting and 1 nite outing. LOL.. not to mention meetings ALWAYS hav a tendency to breed MORE meetings.

Cheers!

PS: oh ya the alumni event was a success! they launched their alumni association and filled up a cinema theater full of alumni people for the movie Body of Lies. First movie i'd watched since exams are over, not bad, quite nice!

link: http://www.ntusbsalumni.com

~life is beautiful..becos this world is imperfect~

holidays~

yup it's finally over, kinda couldn't believe it when it's over. and the sense of relief i normally have and anticipation for holidays didn't really come to me. Something's still looming over..

regardless, i went for KTV with roe, june, jingwen and meiling.. wah kao.. really crazy lor they all. haha i went crazy as well.. first time sing 7 hrs of K with only 5 ppl, initally 4 lor since meiling came late. All of them can sing sia haha zai! they say they lack a bass, well nxt time jio me again! bt i suck at duet songs HAHAHAHHA cos i dun listen to them enuff to rem the lyrics =X

Ok now's abt time for me to shower and get changed for alumni's inaugural event =D


~life is beautiful..becos this world is imperfect~

Mee sua love

Yday was dad's bday, i went home near midnight (cinderella again, what's new!) and said happy bdae to my old man and chopped his leg lol.. family joke..

Then my mother cook mee sua for me haha miss mee sua leh somehow. Lots of cravings now, like mee rebus, shit.. cant rem wat else >.<

hmm theres more i wan to say here, cant rem! lolz.. eyes feel irritated nowadays, dunno wats wrong, its making hard for productive mugging to happen.

can't wait for hols.

~life is beautiful..becos this world is imperfect~

time to get serious!

Hmmm been playing too much of word challenge these days lol. and watch too much anime (kekkaishi). even went to play pool yesterday!!! pool was great fun though =D

Yday tried this western stall called Astons at ang mo kio. its a branch, dunno where the main outlet
(inside joke) is hahahahaa..

my days now will be filled with some napping and some swimming and some light exercise (chin ups and sit ups), occasional runs and lots of studying!

good luck everyone.

~double center.. double last... push thru... pull back... lol!!~

where's my tagboard!?

it's actually all the way down below. LOL no idea how it became like tat, 1 fine day it just did.

life's like tat sometimes rite? things just happen seemingly of no reason. but there's always a reason, just tat if we wan to spend the time to find that out. question is always if its necessary, does it make a difference?

haha im just too bored being alone in hall for almost 2 days. tml is the 3rd day.

~life is beautiful..becos this world is imperfect~

health

sigh finished the meds the doc gave me, if anything it's getting worse. feels like a flu now than a sore throat. and i feel v itchy @ my throat, grr..

had been drinking enuff and eating properly leh. din really miss out a lot on sleep also. today got headache, along w ulcers its rather hard to concentrate or even fall asleep. lol i better get well soon

i think i shall visit the doctor this weekend... now no time..

~life is beautiful..becos this world is imperfect~

parfocal

haha parfocal is 1 of the answers i didnt get for 201 quiz. but i need to be parfocal now, to be in focus when magnification or focal length change lol..

it's quite late now and i just have this urge to blog down a passing thought in my head tonight

"Regret is only good for strengthening your resolve, otherwise it is just a waste of time"

Went to LSCT alumni nite, realized actually got some SBS snrs are frm NP which i dun rem seeing back in poly days lol. Can't help but ponder in the years to come, how will SBS alumni gathering be? (i'm sure we'll have it along the years)

~life is beautiful..becos this world is imperfect~

and i finally...

swam. after wanting to for sooo long. Today is a fantastic day (yes i like the word) because i had a goood long sleep. Like many others who were rushing lab reports, i didn't really have much sleep the night before. Main comm and lots of stuff has kept me from blogging here hahaa, but now i think the focus is finally back to studies.

Back to today, it's a fantastic day simply because i totally gave myself the right to relax (not waste ah~) today away. woke up lazily at 11, took my time to get to braces appointment, reading Today Weekend. after that got back to tiong bahru plaza for lunch. Proceeded back to hall, stopped by JP's NTUC for some cup noodle shopping (like about 6, cause need to give songhui and derrick back as they treated me some before haa), got 100 packets xiang pian too. =D

Back at hall, i unpacked my clothes and stuff and brought my swimming gears to the pool. When i walked there i was quite surprised to see so many people in the SRC pool. =\ I expected there will be people but there's just too many of them! Still, jumping into the pool was a good feeling. Just the same as we focus on any one thing, the rest of the world just fades away, i like that blank slate feeling.

Now i'm in the lab after my swim, finally catching up on my research. Quite alot has happened these days but i'm lazy to write it all down.

Another good thing about today: no sms! =] sometimes we need a day all to ourselves, and that is today!

PS: though some blog-reading has made me quite sad lor.. lol

~life is beautiful..becos this world is imperfect~

despair!

totallllly cannot study at all. nothing goes in.

~life is beautiful..becos this world is imperfect~

the ways out

the slack way out: do things only when deadline are approaching

the easy way out: hire a PA and practically task all reminders (& work) to this person

the right way out: properly plan your time, utilize every minute (don't even blog), sleep less but work more. rest only enough and eat just to nourish the body

the realistic way out: try your darnest best to achieve the right way out, without thinking too much of the easy way out or dreaming your slack way out.

Breathe, sleep, eat... BS Club

Think....

~life is beautiful..becos this world is imperfect~

moved in to 14

moved into hall last week. think its not tat productive actually. im losing focus, im not being efficient enough.

it's easier said than done even if you know where your attention should be spent at. =\

recently there's a dispute regarding work. it was apparent there was some miscommunication between the 2 parties. however 1 party tried to contact the other, but the other never return the initiative. due to certain conflicts, the passive party instead talk to friends whom she trust, listening to their biased opinion.. the resulting misunderstanding was aggravated, irrational impulsive actions were taken and damage was done. i was of course infuriated, then i realize i grew tired haha. but it got resolved nicely in the end.

Lesson learned here is.. : Communicate more with the party involved, you can seek 1000 opinions, but is it really relevant? Keeping how you feel to yourself and only talking about it to your friends may not be very fair to the other party.

I can think of a certain somebody who could use this advice....

PS: Hey guys, it's not that i'm not patient.. have you heard my side of the story yet? i think you guys might have a clearer picture than me of the other side of the story.

~life is beautiful..becos this world is imperfect~

if i say that..

i want to take up part time job on top of presidency, research, studies..

i took a withdrawal form from SSC and filled it up..

i think home is the best place to be, but the wrong place to be at this very moment..

i think life is now more of a blur and time seems to have not stopped..

i think we're always tempted to do the wrong things with a tinge of irony..

i recieved hundreds and sent hundreds of sms per week but there's always one missing..

which one will you believe?


~life is beautiful..becos this world is imperfect~

We went for safe and got lost along the wayy~~

Quoted off meihua's msn nick some time ago. Yea, a lot of times we have too much at risk that we opt for the safe way. Life's really too unpredictable and we're too logical.

May 28, Wednesday. Can we bring it back? Maybe it was never lost in the first place.

white sesame... ji bai nian.... 55, 99, 67, 97, 12, 12... topshop&zara....


Joke:

Two guys are sitting in a bar.
The first guy asks, "What do you do for a living?"
The second guy says, "I'm a lawyer."
The first says, "How much do you charge?"
The second guy says, "$100 for four questions."
The first guy says, "Isn't that a little expensive?"
The second guy says, "Yes. What's your fourth question?"


~thanks frm bottom of my heart to winnie and yixiong. grateful for being there~

how i feel

走到了这里，你说应该，我应该庆幸还是绝望？从起步到现在，哩数算不算远呢？路上有了一些不如意，但使终走到了这里。谁又知道人生的终哩数又有多少？

当交通灯变黄时，我感受到油门和煞车器一起被踩。。看来司机不知如何是好，而这样的行为也让我不知如所错。我一点也不好受啊。。于是我发出了巨响希望司机能做出决定。但现在我已不再发出巨响了，因为主控权不在于我掌握之中。

在我的世界里，我们的角色对调。你能想像那会是怎么样？

~all my besties are not with me now when i need them most~

12:42am and in a lab...

just finished main comm meeting, now doing some stuff in lab b4 i go to slp at cuister #1 and derrick's hall. NR lecture today shocked many ppl.. 203 got things to catch up lo~

on monday 9pm drama on chan 8 ended, i remember 1 character said to another: "even though we cannot be friends there's no need for us to be enemies"

i mention this not because it's related to me, but i feel for sure that it will be useful for some people. it's not friends OR enemies, even after some things have happened and its weird to be friends yet no need to think of or avoid that person like enemies do.

i dun wan meetings to be on wednesday for a reasonnnnn.................... =(

~life is beautiful..becos this world is imperfect~

word meanings

been busy with club these days so hardly blog.. let me try and recount

friday was interesting~~

Main Entry:
con·sci·en·tious
Pronunciation:
\ˌkän(t)-shē-ˈen(t)-shəs\
Function:
adjective
Date:
1576
1 : governed by or conforming to the dictates of conscience : scrupulous 2 : meticulous, careful
synonyms see upright
— con·sci·en·tious·ly adverb
— con·sci·en·tious·ness noun

Main Entry:
stat·u·to·ry
Pronunciation:
\ˈsta-chə-ˌtȯr-ē\
Function:
adjective
Date:
1766
1 : of or relating to statutes 2 : enacted, created, or regulated by statute
— stat·u·to·ri·ly \ˌsta-chə-ˈtȯr-ə-lē\ adverb


2 words u can find in a oath tat i witness albeit some serious unseriousness & uncontrollable giggling.. =P some things r just more than words can describe

saturday was main comm retreat and meeting, was quite tired after it but still caught wall.e haha its a cute and sweet show..


~life is beautiful..becos this world is imperfect~

great speech

i didnt ever think tat blogsurf wld be this fruitful, i normally think of it as sth to do when i'm bored, sth to do when i wan to keep myself updated with my frens (or of the latest gossips =P)

i came across this great speech some1 gave on convo tat was in weichao's blog. wonderful wonderful language and writing. =] i admire such things.

Gist of the speech:

Don't work. Avoid telling the truth. Be hated. Love someone.


Don't stop for average...

~still holding on!~

thnks 4 ur support

thnks 4 the support in voting me as bs club pres =] the support u gave felt better than triumph's top-notch bra. =P

on a serious note, i will do my best, rest assured. i humbly hope to obtain ur understanding if i dun match up to ur expectations of me.

meanwhile, tata~

~life is beautiful..becos this world is imperfect~

the CALM before the STORM

Tml's election day and things r gonna get rumbling right after tat. balance balance balance!!!

~vision.. ambition..~

leap of FAITH

I took a leap of faith in believing things will work out. But leap of faith is not about whether you will fall of take flight.

It's about the fact that you leap after all.

EDIT: Leap in this instance refers to jumping over differences based on the strength of belief. Same as hope and love, logic is not a component in a leap of faith.

No matter what happens from now onwards, i would really need the support of all my friends as i take on elections and very likely being president of BS Club. Not to mention other commitments such as attachment..


~life is beautiful..becos this world is imperfect~

hitch

just watched it on ch5, it's 1 of my all time favourite shows. it's funny tat i started penning this entry down after watching it, since i had the intention to blog since this morning.

it's been a busy first week, having stayed over in sch twice before the sem has even properly started. the first nite i spent over in sch was hall warming for songhui and derrick.. i think this 2 will hav a great time in hall tgt rofl.. and yup i think i will often be there as well... 2nd nite was due to meeting..

i'll often be in their hall becos i'd decided to run for bs club pres along with naf as vp for the 7th comm. a tough decision we made, and pretty last minute (extremely might be a better suited word). dun get me wrong, it's not tat we dun wan to run, there was just a lot at stake for the both of us. it's becos we believed tat we can both work as a team tat we decided to run tgt. there's just so much at stake.. my own personal goals and other commitments i wld like to make...

speaking of other commitments, there's this particular 1 i wld really like to see it thru. it's a 2 person commitment.. a lot of love and effort is needed, a fair bit of problems that is unfortunately, inherently present and nobody's to blame.. the very first time, maybe the timing is wrong.. but then again, maybe it was to let us make it work this second time around..

Some ppl tell me i'm lucky cos u're serious, some ppl tell me "why are we taking so long?", some sent their best regards and wishes.. some think tat LDR will not be problem for me. I had problems, a few important 1s, bt i'd them worked out. I utd u hav certain obstacles u need to overcome n i'll wait. we're all fighting against time, but love transcends la.. something tat takes time to build bt once built, meant to last.

Whatever it is, dun worry abt hurting me, holding me back. When i asked u abt some stuff, it's to noe where u stand and i do noe its not 100% certain between us. I do hope it is soon :) I think i had somehow remember how i used to be brave and true to my heart. I hope u find the courage as well. haha sounds like such a emo post, but its really how i feel and i guess its sth tat i can share here. Watever is the outcome im just gonna do my best lor.

~life is beautiful..because it is imperfect, but maybe it's all fine with you around...~

a short post b4 sch starts...... in 8 hrs..

It's 2am now and i reached home not long ago.. had some things to do in sch.. yup. sch's starting tml and for the past weekend (it's monday at this moment) i'd been cleaning up my room and very sad to say i'm not through with it yet. I still have long term plans for my room, funny thing is my life plans atm dun really include living in this room lolz..

1 acad year has passed... indeed a lot has happened and a lot has been felt.. This sem i'm not taking electives and i think i wun be taking any until yr 3 sem 2 i think? Or at least tat's my current plan. That leaves me time to do things...

which leads me to think... things like? haven made any commitment to anything yet...

well room is almost ready for inspection....


~smile smile smile...~

in love with the sun, sand and the sea~~

got back frm perhentian, it was great man.. snorkelling alone so fun already, imagine being able to scuba dive wah lagi shiok. stupid liting was telling me going to perhentian bt nt scuba diving is like going to paris bt dun see blardy tower >.<

photos n such will be up later on, i came back on friday morning. went home and unpack then went sch in afternoon, bt prof nt ard so i din do anything and instead chatted with my best fren.. then met jolyn for K.. horrible experience at JEC k box, moreover most expensive ever....

saturday was a day of waiting to be mob, bt it didnt came despite the foreseen "90%" haha so ridiculous... so left home at 4+ after getting sick of waiting and met roe for red cliff, i think its not bad, a bit draggy here n there, n for those expecting it to be the battle for red cliff, it is not la.. its more of a movie tat tells wat leads to tat battle and gives viewers a glimpse of the characters, a lot of character-telling scenes.. later was dinner then to zouk.. wah too long din drink.. really seh..

sunday i nearly 4get abt Highper's outing cos i was dead on the bed.. lucky yixiong's sms woke me. went ECP with 12 other dudes (or was it 14 including pk and ps?) and played ultimate frisbee then help "teach" rollerblading.. which im damn lousy at as well. nxt outing is 23rd aug! kallang leisure park lol..

recently alot of things hav brought my mind back along memory lane... i'm thankful for all the good and bad things that happened this acad year.. now i only wish to keep things simple and happy... im only looking forward to happier days ahead..


~life is beautiful..becos this world is imperfect~

MIRA!

Wootz mira rocks. its hard to put things down for these 5 days.. and my mind is distracted by the fact tat tml morning 10am im gonna be at woodlands ready to leave for my perhantian trip. gonna go KL first then to perhertian, thus a 5 day trip. this will be a gd thing for me.. need to unwind badly!!!

btw a million thanks to my fellow GLs and SAs, yinyue for bringing a lot of fun and laughter to the group, evelyn for her help in many stuff although she was sick, to the SAs, thanks for helping on stuff so we GLs can stay with our freshie, for playing games with them and warming the quieter ones up!! MIRA seniors worked as a team and MIRA freshies are all so onz and cute.

Hav fun on ur outing on monday guys...


~life is beautiful..becos this world is imperfect~

Oh and i forget abt the happenings...

e day b4 i went and tried a very gd zi cha at commonwealth!! then went on to watch Hancock, haah not bad leh.. only feel tat the ending a bit abrupt. ended up reaching home a bit late and then slpt late chatting with brother.

yday met my ex-colleagues and my replacement (2nd lol) and then went shopping for stuff and ended the day with a ISIS dinner. so glad to see karen, shanbin and yy snr staring so hard at the photo frame lol.... gj simin! u're really ISIS's star haha.

today was damn happening. lol so happening tat i had to wake up at 530 to start the day, having 2 late nites in a row i was in a severely concussed state. went to help pick up all the welfare stuff for FOC. accomplished ~5 task in 4 hrs travelling ard.. haha. hope to be living my dream nxt time. worked in lab till 5+ b4 i left to meet my NS buddies cos 1 got back frm aust. then got the stupid phone call (see post below) and got a bit low. bt luckily a fren called to spare a ear haha..

tml's another eventful day.......... GAMBATE!

~life is beautiful..becos this world is imperfect~

the things people say to me

recently the things ppl say to me seem to be lighting up my way... things seemed to be clearer.

zhaoliang told me that i should do what i wanted to do, and stop worrying too much. actually he said more, or rather i interpreted more. thnks zhaoliang.. gd advice at gd timing.

hall 5 uncle say we meet becos of 缘份.

at this moment i am supposed to be going out of my house to collect my contact lens+frame and meet my NS guys, but as i was on train going home saf call me up n tell me i had to do my calling for my area lol.. just cos my 1st ic say he bo eng & overseas. haha.. and im cannot go m'sia with the guys.

i thot i was in the wrong when he said i nvr apply exit permit. bt actually.. i dun need to, according to hotline. bt hotline wasn't accurate b4.. bottom line is although i dun need tat, the unit can still outright say no, providing any valid reason.

bt.... lol if the reason not valid/logical leh? u wun noe who to call, whose email to send, only hotline. bt at least hotline ppl r really nice... facet? haha im giving some benefit of doubt..

PIE jamming hard as i type.. pls drive safely...


think im giving some stuff too much of my time and thoughts..

~balance.. balance...?~

senior camp Part I! + 160 characters.

just attended senior camp today, i think my SAs are great, although i know most of them, i think the new 1s are very ONz also man. Looking forward to this friday =]

bt sadly i think i got flu+sore throat becos of this snr camp, feeling v unwell now. sob.. i tried to drink more water, bt still like tat.

my boss is kinda "chasing" me alr, i think i better chiong my stuff out soon.

On a side note SMS only allows 160 character.. where got enuff? sometimes ah i v worried i nvr convey the right msg, and i often retype my sms to cut it shorter to squeeze in wat i wan to say.

tats nt cos i cheapskate hor, is cos i dun like to "ping-pong", meaning to be incomplete in ur msg and then ur fren hav 2 reply with another question.. lol.

some words are misleading also.. must use carefully... words have such ambigous meanings man... =\


~life is beautiful..becos this world is imperfect~

FOC soon!!

Senior camp is next week.. now still messed up in my own thoughts, as usual thinking of multiple things again.

Went K with yi roe and shuling this tues, lol so many funny moment. Sry to spoil some of the songs for u shuling lol.. and yi roe is a gd rapper can....

thurs i went to gym and then later basketball! super ache after tat.. friday meet fong ee, cuister #1 and zhaoliang for badminton.. fun sia! fav sport. xiao mei is sch team 1 lor.. haha so pro. cuister too rich, wear his adidas sneakers for badminton... so "smart"

now lots of muscleache. bt it's gd. first step to gd health haha..

hmmm sigh.. so boring. cant wait 4 the trip.

~life is beautiful..becos this world is imperfect~

updates?

so much thing to blog on ever since i went reservist. bt now feeling out of steam and really bored at this hour so just blog bah..



it was great seeing all my old frens again. 1 is getting married nxt march, another is doing quite fine dealing cars, another shuttling between thailand and sg becos of gf and biz. 2 din come cos they are in aust, and if i was rich enuff i wld be there as well and alot of things might hav been v different. speaking of 红炸弹, another colleague getting married. her fiance name is weiming also lol..



bt i guess i'm grateful abt the way things are. im glad to noe the ppl i hav met in uni. =] visit cher's blog for an encounter of our ECP trip haha. waiting for "occasion" to meet old frens.



experiments is not looking gd, might hav problem with the template.. sigh. aiya now sore throat going to sing K.. wth..


jolyn n liying.. when u all wan sing tell me bah.. im going today.. =P








~life is beautiful..becos this world is imperfect~

sucker for quotes

yes, its' weird for me to blog at this time but i just cant help it when i see a gd quote =]

Charm is deceptive, beauty is fleeting.

Tat's yu qin's msn nick, dunno where she got it frm, bt i liked it v much. Truth is like this incredible huge sphere, full of different colours, texture, brightnes.... characteristics i think. N quotes often highlight certain aspects, which either fits the situation, or brings abt certain rememberance and appreciation.

i'm studying for exam, aha not whole-heartedly though. got a nights out frm ICT and will book in tml after exam... and while gers (and guys) go for GSS, i just went for GAS (Great Army Sale) yday. Spent amost all my credits. =P

And my favourite favourite word from yq's quote is.....







fleeting


~life is beautiful..becos this world is imperfect~

gone for a week~

yup gonna be gone for reservist and in between i hav a HP101 exam on wednesday..

i'd seen my result and i was utterly disappointed, bt as i told myself b4, just gonna stride on.

here's 1 of the funny comics i took out frm 101's notes



PS: janice i left ur notes in sch lor.. and the textbook also.. haha meaning i din read textbook. i'm gonna die this exam, bt somehow i dun really care.. but thanks leh, i really did use ur notes n txtbook, haha just tat the last lap i give up. =]

~life is beautiful..becos this world is imperfect~

PSS - Psychology Student Syndrome

yup u heard tat rite.. i'm havin tat "syndrome", attributing my unwillingness to study to a type of defense mechanism called repression lol..

wat's my ego doing man... must suppress id! I just checked my old hotmail add, surprised to see a certain email that certainly made me rolls my eyes...

my fren was certainly wrong to conveniently forget a appt she made, no-show is really bad for reputation.

but keep in mind you're meeting her as a INTERVIEWEE, who wans a job. if u really wan 2 use the f word, y use it when u communicate publicly to us when 1 of us already expressively mention that she is a friend too? maybe u can tell her to f off.

but how right r u in making a scene of this within this circle?? don't vent anger and frustration at the wrong place, u may just made a wasted trip, no need to be so serious la.

put simply, watch your langauge. otherwise you really wun go far. unlike you, i put my words here and if u read it, i'm fine w/ it. i dun press reply and let the entire committee noe wat i wanna say over such a thing..

Sigh i really cant study... there is really a lot going thru my mind, i shall try to put brakes to those thoughts.

~life is beautiful..becos this world is imperfect~

Oh no, it's tat time again....

Yup, the dreaded time of exam is once again near. Not to mention i'm having my first ICT. tried to defer it but unsuccessful. tried to ask for off till my exam is over, still denied. I'll see wat i can do when i get inside.

First few experiments din go well, which is extremely expected.. Now is troubleshooting time. =\

Argh too much plans, no action!

-Basic theory (ya dun laff, i too bo chup to take it)
-IPPT (my ankle.....)
-gatherings
-oh-my-goodness-i-forget-wat's-the-plan

LAME joke for today... i think this 1 is out ard for awhile. i din include pictures cos im just too lazy, every1 shld noe hw they look.



Doraemon and Hello Kitty were out on the streets one day.

When Doraemon saw Hello Kitty, he waved and greeted her, 'Hello Kitty!'

Hello Kitty, however, didn't greet him in return. Why didn't she?

high line below to see answer
(She didn't have a mouth.)


Now, she was feeling pretty bad about appearing rude, so she stitched a mouth on herself and went off to look for Doraemon.

When she saw him, she greeted him enthusiastically.Doraemon, however, ignored her. Why didn't he acknowledge her greeting?

high line below to see answer
(He couldn't hear her - he didn't have ears.)




PS: i will update my links soon. some ppl link me 2 their blog bt i dunno hha so gonna link them.

~life is beautiful..becos this world is imperfect~

and the pace quickens~

Finally started my work in e lab.. lol well i do admit there r things i cld hav fully prepared while waiting for tat material to snail its way to my lab. after tutorial (which i was late again, and extremely sleepy) sat down with the person previously working on my project (which was actually his) n went thru in details most of the stuff, filling in the gaps, some stuff i planned wasn't optimal. i knew cfm somewhere i missed out somethings too rusty and the guidance is much needed man..

rushed home to catch xing guan da dao... BUT!!!!!!!! i waited 179 for HALF an HOUR!!!! omg, 4 shuttle bus came lor... Haha i was utterly miserable.. 1. really wanted to watch the show! 2. hungry la... work n think so hard... 3. HP low batt no music =\ 4. all these wld be fine had i remember to bring a gd book out.

well in any case, the week in recap...



oh crap.. nothing much to recap except wednesday (aka yday)

met yi roe @ the afternoon to get drama series frm her. we had lunch at the lots-of-ppl-go-at-lunch time shokudo at raffles city. Haha white sesame is left or right..... (inside joke, roe u wrote the easy inside joke so i write this 1.. lol). Haha, pigs tend to slp late n postpone meeting time, other pigs normally obliged.. lolz... originally i hav 2 go off at 5 for dental, but for some reasons i had to postpone it (it's embrassing, so dun ask!). She gotta wait for her family so we did some bowling and shopping.. The bowling experience was utterly embrassing!! In the funny way of course.. and i got immediately reminded of it when i saw the newspaper headline today....




lol tat news is abt a crime la.. of course we r not criminals in question (or otherwise) bt the analogy is there lol, we are just such bad liars.. too kind u see =P those who noe her can go read her blog >.<. Smart ppl always can find link w/ numbers also... and can shop quite a lot lor.. GSS just start alr hit the stores and go home with some goods lol.. i only watch and comment. The top she gt frm topshop really nice lor. Yes i do shopping with ladies a lot (last time working in office all working ladies mah...... after lunch their favourite thing to do is to SHOP!). Heh, met my sec sch fren for badminton at night. Been almost 2 years (maybe?) since i played badminton with her. Becos we live near n we both liked badminton, we often meet n play last time. Bt been out of touch. Must get my poly frens to play basketball soon. =] Now is joke section...... (from email 1) This 1 is about CHINESE ah, so nxt time i post jokes abt OTHER RACE, pls dun say i racist lol.. i think alot of ppl see this b4.. =X Ah Beng Jokes Ah Beng bought a new mobile. He sent a message to everyone from his Phone Book & said,'My Mobile No. Has changed.Earlier it was Nokia 3310. Now it is 6610' Ah Beng : I am a Proud, coz my son is in Medical College. Friend: Really, what is he studying. Ah Beng: No, he is not studying, they are Studying him. Ah Beng : Doctor, in my dreams, I play football every night. DR: Take this tablet, you will be ok. Ah Beng : Can I take tomorrow, tonight is final game. Ah Beng : If I die, will u remarry? Wife: No! I'll stay with my sister. But if I die will u remarry? Ah Beng : No, I'l! l also stay with your sister. Ah Beng : People consider me as a 'GOD' Wife: How do you know?? Ah Beng : When I went to the Park today, everybody said,Oh GOD! U have come again. Ah Beng complained to the police: 'Sir, all items are missing,except the TV in my house.' Police: 'How the thief did not take TV?' Ah Beng : 'I was watching TV news...' Ah Beng comes back 2 his car & find a note saying 'Parking Fine' He Writes a note and sticks it to a pole 'Thanks for complement.' How do you recognize Ah Beng in School? He is the one who erases the notes from the book when the teacher erases the board. Once Ah Beng was walking he had a glove on one hand and not on other. So the man asked him why he did so. He replied that the weather forecast announced that on one hand it would be cold and on the other hand it would be hot. Ah Beng in a bar and his cellular phone rings. He picks it up and says 'Hello, how did you know I was here?' Ah Beng : Why are all these people running? Man: This is a race, the winner will get the cup Ah Beng: If only the winner will get the cup, why others running? Teacher: 'I killed a person' convert this sentence into future tense Ah Beng : The future tense is 'u will go to jail' Ah Beng told his servant: 'Go and water the plants!' Servant: 'It's already raining.' Ah Beng : 'So what? Take an umbrella and go.' A man asked Ah Beng why Ahmad Badawi goes walking in the Evening and not in the morning Ah Beng replied Ahmad Badawi is PM not AM ~life is beautiful..becos this world is imperfect~

google fun.

punch this into google.
"how to introduce yourself in text"

click the 2nd link.
(webby shld be frm expert village thingy)

watch the video
(shld be some guy and some video abt....)

LAUGH!

wah lao actually got ppl do video like this to teach ppl HOW to get ppl's number, introduce urself, filrt with a girl in a bar!!!???

in case u're wondering i google that to help me in answering "something". what is tat thing u hav to ask me urself haa. i dun need tat kind of help lor... damn funny. ok i shld really go slp..


~life is beautiful..becos this world is imperfect~

101 mid term... and a joke?

just took psy mid term today. hmm dun think i score well. too bad cant S/U le.. just gonna piang for finals.. really not in e mood at all to study. cant bear to force myself and so i indulge in wow. lol.. i think i wun pursue a minor, i shld set my sights elsewhere.. hmm

my bro plays a lot nowadays tsk tsk. i had this ultra bad ulcer tat i feel pain every single second. and waking moments are the worse haha.. now i put some "watermelon frost" hope it will subside..

meeting was cancelled today, agenda was updated, seems like it is still far frm the end, and there are significant amount of things b4 agm.

as promised (not really promise though) here's a joke to entertain yi roe also..



Laugh for the Day !!
An eighteen-year-old girl tells her Mom that she has missed her period for two months. Very worried, the mother goes to the drugstore and buys a pregnancy kit. The test result shows that the girl is pregnant.

Shouting, cursing, crying, the mother says, 'Who was the pig that did this to you? I want to know!'

The girl picks up the phone and makes a call. Half an hour later a Ferrari stops in front of their house; a mature and distinguished man with grey hair, impeccably dressed in a very expensive suit, steps out of the car and enters the house.

He sits in the living room with the father, the mother and the girl, and tells them, 'Good morning, our daughter has informed me of the problem. However, I can't marry her because of my personal family situation, but I'll take charge.' If a girl is born, I will bequeath her two retail stores, a townhouse, a beach villa and a $2,000,000 bank account. If a boy is born, my legacy will be a couple of factories and a $5,000,000 bank account. If it is twins, it will be a factory and $2,000,000 each. However, if there is a miscarriage, what do you suggest I do?'


At this point, the father, who had remained silent, places a hand firmly on the man's shoulder and tells him.........


....






....









....





'Then you try again.'


I hope it's funny lol. cos i really din hear it b4.

~life is beautiful..becos this world is imperfect~

Veronika decides to die

another book by paulo, a great book. i can relate to this 1 well and i liked it very very much. a movie adaption is being filmed this year, to be released nxt year. the book was so gd tat i finished it w/in 24hrs.. (it's not a thick bk at all.. less than 200 pages). i just didnt really put it down haha.

i liked to read when i was a child, storybook was nice. bt i nvr really made it a hobby. going to a place (library) just 2 borrow book and having 2 return it again is just too much travelling for me (im so lazy.. i noe.. it's actually called "home-ly"). n books r expensive also, but eventually i found some friends to swap books with and i did lend some, or buy when there's discounts.

finally ordered my research stuff, my lab coat is hanging on the hook. its all abt to begin, tml my special sem module, intro to psy, will hav a pop quiz during tut.. so much of a "pop" quiz it is when u noe when its coming.. there's still mid term nxt week and final exam in 3 weeks, so fast..

well i'm gonna include a short story frm the book where a discussion of a question: "what it means to be mad" was brought up in 2 parts of the book (there were many other parts discussing these and they're impt but im just gonna put this here cos its interesting)

for those nt gonna get the book, maybe u shld read it for entertainment.



**** Book Spoiler ****




Quote from Veronika Decides to Die:

'I don't know what it means to be mad, but i'm not, I'm just a failed suicide.' Veronika whispered.

'Anyone who lives in their own world is mad. Like schizophrenics, psychopaths, maniacs. I mean people who are different from others.' replied Zedka

'I'm going to tell you a story. A powerful wizard , who wanted to destroy an entire kingdom, placed a magic potion in the well which all the inhabitants drank. Whoever drank that water would go mad.

The following morning, the whole population drank from the well and they all went mad, apart from the king and his family, who had a well set aside for them alone, and which the magician had not managed to poison. The king was worried and tried to control the population by issuing a series of edicts governing security and public health. The policeman and inspectors, however, had also drunk the poisoned water and thought that the king's decision were absurd and resolved to take no notice of them.

When the inhabitants heard these decrees, they became convinced that the king has gone mad and was now giving nonsensical orders. they marched on the castle and called for his abdication.

In despair, the king prepared to step down from the throne, but the queen stopped him, saying: "Let us go and drink from the communal well. Then, we will be the same as them."

And that was what they did: the king and the queen drank the water of madness and immediately began talking nonsense. Their subjects repented at once; now that the king was displaying such wisdom, why not allow him to continue ruling the country?

The country continued to live in peace, although its inhabitants behaved very differently from those of its neighbours. And the king was able to govern until the end of his days.'

----some time later...----

Zedka: 'Do you remember the first question i ever asked you?'

Veronika: 'Yes, you asked me if i knew what being mad meant?'

Zedka: 'Exactly. This time, I'm not going to tell you a story. Madness is the inability to communicate your ideas. It's as if you were in a foreign country, able to see and experience everything that's going on around you, but incapable of explaining what you need to know or being helped, because you don't understand the language they speak there.'

Veronika: 'We've all felt that.'

Zedka: 'And all of us, one way or another, are mad.'

***** Spoiler end *****

The last 2 lines i think it's spoken as per i indicated, though i do think both can be by the latter haha.

~life is beautiful..becos this world is imperfect~

long time no blog

yupz, it's been awhile. i'd started intern for 2 weeks, but haven got anything done. still in hols mood. lots of club stuff is awaiting me, gl & main comm.

attended DND 2 days ago, i have to say the class of 2008 is really 1 of a kind. the profs were very very enthu and spontaneous as well. and i got called up for stage games, this kind of thing v zhun 1 the moment u say they wun come to ur table, they wld come to ur table and call u up. =.="

congrats to ben & his comm for making it a success. everything was well thought of! nxt year's DND comm hav a tougher job now haha...

met jiating, edmoon, bear, peiyan, karin today. it's been awhile since i see my NP hi clubbers. the Highper gang supposed to meet soon too.. some still having exams tat's y. well winnie was supposed to come, bt she overslept. peiyan 4get to return me my book! which means i cant lend karin. which prolly means i need to meet peiyan for lunch tml and then another day dinner w karin. well since im nt in the mood to study my HP101 nor start preparing the things i shld prepare for my research, i wun mind going out more nw.

argh... i need excitment!!!!

PS: DND photooooooooos

~life is beautiful..becos this world is imperfect~

busy busy busy busy busy!!

nvr had a holiday as busy as this. well i did ask for it so im not complaining (though i whine a lot =P)

today just attended first lesson of hp101 haha i think its gonna be content heavy. memo shld be ok la since only studying it... must get a A since i cant SU zzz...

quite a lot of things breathing down my neck now, those w deadline i better clear man. started working on my internship, pay is lumpsum but most imptly it is..............UNKNOWN lol... wat the.... =.="""

maybe its based on "performance"? haha i wonder.... anyway its quite exciting to hav freedom to really do wat u wan, be given the chance to explore and come up with your own solution, design your approach to solve the problem, design your own protocols, experiments etc etc. Might end up being a wild goose chase but i guess its all 4 the experience like wat e guys said. still i aim to get results, but research this kind of thing is nt really up to u, esp when u're fumbling in the dark for a light switch.

really wan 2 blog more but so tired. hahaaa.. reading lots of journal. 3 down, abt a dozen more to go. cant wait to read finish all, must start planning!!!!

went swimming and movie with sh derrick n zl today. watched iron man again lol.. lucky 6dollars.. sigh too tired to type... better go slp..

hope everyone is enjoying their hols =]

~life is beautiful..becos this world is imperfect~

blog-be-right-back

i wun be updating here till exams are over.

i do hav some "creative" stuff to blog down. shall make a draft rite after this post b4 i go slp.



~life is beautiful..becos this world is imperfect~

lost of words.

haha logged in to blogger dunno wat to blog.

gg.




"i'm back on my rocket, launching off your planet, defying your gravity"
EDIT: ",into the void."

~life is beautiful..becos this world is imperfect~

Superstar!

Another nice song =D



~life is beautiful..becos this world is imperfect~

Stop and Stare

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zhpqXbndFvQ

Excellent song. One Republic

some updates while mugging:

-i almost fell while going down the stairs in LT where i hav CS100 lecture on friday.
-i almost fell while climbing up the overhead bridge on my way to sch frm tuition on saturday.
-i paid 50cents for barley at can 2 and walk away w/o taking the drink on saturday afternoon.
-i walk away from Mc counter w/o paying on saturday evening.

haha after effects of nt having enuff sleep. assignments n projs =\ everyone pls jia you!!

meanwhile... listen to stop n stare =P

PS: liying! i promise i view ur blog tml hahahahahhahahaaaaa =P

"I become what i can't be...."

~life is beautiful..becos this world is imperfect~

Sara Bareilles - Love Song

This is a great great song. nice mv too. check it out or its ur loss man lol!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MR5xv3pt7KI
(embedding is disabled.. damn.....)

Head under water,
And they tell me to breathe easy for a while.
The breathing gets harder, even I know that.

You made room for me but it’s too soon to see,
If I’m happy in your hands.
I’m unusually hard to hold on to.

Blank stares at blank pages.
No easy way to say this.
You mean well, but you make this hard on me.

I'm not gonna write you a love song,
'Cause you asked for it,
'Cause you need one, you see.
I'm not gonna write you a love song,
'Cause you tell me it's,
Make or breaking this.
If you’re on your way,
I'm not gonna write you to stay.
If all you have is leaving,
I’m gonna need a better reason to write you a love song today.
Today.

I learned the hard way,
That they all say things you want to hear.
My heavy heart sinks deep down under you,
And your twisted words, your help just hurts.
You are not what I thought you were.
Hello to high and dry.

Convinced me to please you.
Made me think that I need this too.
I’m trying to let you hear me as I am.

I'm not gonna write you a love song,
'Cause you asked for it,
'Cause you need one, you see.
I'm not gonna write you a love song,
'Cause you tell me it's,
Make or breaking this.
If you’re on your way,
I'm not gonna write you to stay.
If all you have is leaving,
I’m gonna need a better reason to write you a love song today.

Promise me you'll leave the light on,
To help me see with daylight, my guide, gone.
'Cause I believe there's a way you can love me because I say,

I won't write you a love song,
'Cause you asked for it,
'Cause you need one you see.
I'm not gonna write you a love song,
'Cause you tell me it's make or breaking this.
Is that why you wanted a love song,
'Cause you asked for it,
'Cause you need one you see.
I’m not gonna write you a love song,
'Cause you tell me it's make or breaking this.
If you’re on your way,
I’m not gonna write you to stay.
If your heart is nowhere in it,
I don’t want it for a minute.
Babe, I’ll walk the seven seas when I believe that there's a reason to,
Write you a love song today.
Today.

this song feels real to me, i think i noe wat it's talking abt. =D

~life is beautiful..becos this world is imperfect~

thoughts

some thoughts on things i observed (i observe myself too)

the natural tendency to be only interested in our own life, or to hold our interest in mind should be kept as invisible as possible. that would make you appear mindful, and also not reveal to the world what the hell u r thinking at any given moment.

people may know you for who you are, that doesn't mean they understand.
they may understand you for who you are, that doesn't mean they accept.
they may accept you for who you are, sometimes they just forget.
learn to show grace, learn to be nicer...

like L say, "no matter how gifted you alone cannot change the world"

but i think... no matter how weak/dumb/retarded, you alone can change things around you and you better be taking responsibilities for it!

if you can't make up your mind, i can't make it for you right?

is it that hard to talk? to sincerely tell ppl how u feel?

lastly,

who the hell do you think you are?

PS: not a angry post ah, in fact some thoughts are my intepretations of others give the context, expression, setting etc.

Btw comms studies is really the most useful module any1 can take in uni. lol pls go take it.

~life is beautiful..becos this world is imperfect~

SUCCESS!!

Yeah!!! Club's 2 biggest event this year has turned out to be successful. I really am happy to see so many of the subcomm and non-main/sub comm (aka friends!) helping us out throughout the 2 events.

I got to know some ppl i didn't before. Hope you guys continue to support BS club =D

Not forgetting the effort all the main comm-ers put in. Rock on dudes.

~life is beautiful..becos this world is imperfect~

Print this out!!!!!

LOL~~~ Cher reminded me to post this after i showed them. so here u r.... anything dun sue me.. it's frm talkingcock.com.

This is gonna be the BUSIEST week this sem. Nxt week is the showdown!!!

~life is beautiful..becos this world is imperfect~

25th Feb 2008, Monday

Went K at K box and it was quite fun though i din get to sing much songs i wanted. Songhui can sing well man. then i watched L change the world with songhui, derrick, liying and cong cong.

then we had dinner at raffles city burger king, the metamorphosis is up but i din hav time to check it out cos i was running late for the leap years with stella and kumar. there was a Q&A session where the director and qi yiwu came out after the movie to ans audiences' Qs. Qi yiwu tried to be funny a few times la haha. I LOVED their songs. gonna get the OST. Overall the movie is really good, catch it! A great attempt at creating a kind of singapore romance genre.

I'm having too much fun, cos in addition to today, yesterday i went to marina sq with main comm, bowling was fun la and the food was great at the glutton's sq. =D

Kk, enuff fun. time to start work

~life is beautiful..becos this world is imperfect~

changi airport, recess week mayhem, fun?

YY jnr and yuqin flew off to australia today (as in friday cos this post now is sat u might think its wrong), as of this moment they're probably sleeping after a day of unpacking. Should be 3am for them now? not too sure only noe it's +2-4 depending which part of aust if im not wrong.

take care ladies... we'll see u when u get back. u noe u'll be missed dearly.

recess week mayhem starts now. its gonna be a week of mugging... (i hope????? lol).

but first! a little fun on monday....... =D

~life is beautiful..becos this world is imperfect~

my mind forgets... my body remembers....

Did quite alot of stuff today, somehow my drive just sets in and took over me. Tml got a lot of things waiting for me to do. The future i envision is, in comparison to the present, a really far shot. But i think i've been thinking of wat i wan too much, im not focusing on the task on hand!!

Argh...

I search thru my old poly stuff, found my fyp poster and presentation and paper.. haha i remember chionging out those stuff.. writing and structuring the presentation... rehearsing like mad for it... presenting it to my professors.... Without seeing, i cant remember.

I better start remembering with my mind!!


~life is beautiful..becos this world is imperfect~

ISIS farewell dinner for Yu qin and YY

We had dinner at IMM's Ichiban Sushi for our 2 ladies on 12th Feb, Tues.. More than 20 turn up!!! We really had fun tat night, haha we also celebrated sotong's birthday. Poor sotong, her mrt story now everyone knows. It's still quite unbelieveable how tat happen LOL.....

Dear YY and yu qin, wish you gals all the best over there!!

Haven been blogging nor reading blogs, sorry peeps. Not in the mood to do a lot of things. Just wanna slack =D


~life is beautiful..becos this world is imperfect~

people as friends

There's always ups and down, sometimes we have a bad day, somebody pisses us off, some things disappoint us, some things haunts like it has been there forever.

but... if you're in a bad mood, try not to show it. if you feel like giving it to someone, think again.

dun direct anger at the wrong party! it's never nice, and if your friends are doing tat to u, try and understand and be accommadating if you can.

there's so many things happening nowadays. i'm seeing ISIS gang more, but only the BS gang cos BMS timetable starts to differ although we have same lecture. coming up........

-V day
-ISIS @ 12th Feb
-Symposium
-SBS Day

Hmm, need to make more plans. 4 electives = 4 projects. Gotta revise my lecture cos i'll probably not have the time at all soon.

Don't just hang in there guys, start climbing to the top. Slow and steady.....

~life is beautiful..becos this world is imperfect~

proposal writing overdose

this is wat happen when u write too much, u become incoherent!!!

"In return, we are putting up an attractive perks that we believe would be mutually beneficial for both our organizations in return."


Look at the time of this post!

~life is beautiful..becos this world is imperfect~

Busy sem

yup it's gonna be v busy. i took 4 modules, and major club events are taking place this sem.

lots of challenges ahead! da jia jia you bah! lol gt lots of things to update but cant think of anything.

oh ya thnks for the wonderfully made chalk-coloured chalkboard from bs main comm (i think ven and shin made it but just to be sure im thanking all LOL)! will upload a picture of it soon.

~life is beautiful..becos this world is imperfect~

thanks liying!

Liying was checking her timetable when she saw a module i wanted to take got 1 vacancy. This time i managed to get it. @_@ thanks a lot liying. i will help u look out the modules u need too.

Am at resource room A now, alone, cos liying n fong ee went e8088, was supposed to go w them but i dropped tat module for the 1 i wan =] gonna do some light reading while waiting for them. since sem started i'd been slacking, it feels like im trying 2 take a holiday b4 im forced to meet work datelines.

Seems to me now i'm escaping frm reality. there's too much to do actually, there's a lot on my mind and i better get cracking!! will try ways to slot in gatherings and outings and such..

With the biggest club events coming up, this will be a real crazy sem to live through (i dun mean crazy as bad, crazy as hectic and probably not really super crazy.. but.. barely crazy maybe?)

~life is beautiful..becos this world is imperfect~

Family fun only?

Just got back hours after buying a new TV. will be delievered next week, guess it's about time to move the old broken one downstairs. I went with my mom n bro, haha it was fun. My mom and bro are funny, actually so is my dad.

I'm not quite having fun doing anything else. It's a bit like.. wat is fun!? haha. Especially at the moment i have only CS100 tat is same with Liying and Fongee. And i'm worried abt not getting other electives. I do wan GV17. sigh.

Is it gonna be another lonely semseter again?

~life is beautiful..becos this world is imperfect~

Lost my cow...

There's this cute cow that i hang around my bag. i lost it yesterday. I feel super sad about it, haha me n jiawen mei buy 1. tat was quite long ago. I shld hav bathe it.. Sigh

Maybe it ran away frm me cos it was too dirty.. Haha i noe.. tats not funny.

Cherish wat u hav! always! Off to buy TV le.. Sch start, feeling messy again. Hate this feeling!

~life is beautiful..becos this world is imperfect~

Sch is starting!

The last 2 days were a frenzy. Pheww~ I cant even rem wat i did on monday.. perhaps im too tired. i only rem tuesday i slept late and i felt very tired on wednesday. which i wore the WRONG attire to work, it was back to formal wear in 2008, but i totally forget abt it and wore TEE and BERMS and SNEAKERS to work.. when i step into office and saw my colleagues then i realised i made another big boo boo (that's about 4 boo boo this month). after work on wed i went home first and yes made another boo boo. then went to Aloha chalet to meet poly frens. Good to see the whole lot of them. Some havent see in a long time, Vernon, Shihui, Yanming, Jialin, Weilun.. we had fun playing cards and Wii. I wanted to sleep early cos i need to go work on thursday, but end up all beds taken up and at 430 i tried to sleep on sofa, but it started raining heavily and got sooo chilly i kept waking up. 530 i woke up and start my walk to pasir ris mrt! took about 30 minutes, then took train home, pack biz mag retreat stuff, check mail, bathe and prepare, took a 20 min (fully-concuss) nap then head to work with a freaking heavy bag (definitely more than 10kg, felt like field pack, that's like 15?)

I already felt feverish, but still went biz mag retreat. We started off w cycliung and games, was very fun!!! i will try n get the video uploaded, damn funny. Kumar sweated so much torturing the girls haha. Then one of the humpty dumpty had a great fall, and we had to stop. Luckily it wasnt very bad (was bad but nothing like fracture and stuff so thank goodness for that!) and we had more TABOO and bbq and sharing session (which with the 2 chairs around become work talk LOL) then 9 men TABOO. So fun.

Again i didnt sleep, drank a bit of the Malibu rum tat i brought, seems like not every1 likes or can drink. haha note the key word is can, lol *wink* Tried to watch Tenacious D but kept drifting to sleep. In the end i think i doze off for 20 mins and wake up haha. after the show ended i off the tv, and try 2 sleep. Some ppl were snoring lor haha, (i did snore also, for the record haha). Woke at 4+, drank some water, ate some food. tried to sleep, then at 530 i left the chalet to wander the beaches alone. The wind was sooo strong! It was dark and chilly, but it gives me a nice feeling. =] i see people fishing with luminous bait and stuff on their line, see ppl chatting, cycling...

Standing on the concrete slab, wind in the face, letting the chill sink into your bones, feeling the blood rushing about, taking in the fresh chilly air into your lungs.

Amazing refreshing i must say. Wanted to catch the sunrise, but apparently it's too cloudy sigh~
Maybe during the period between March to May, and maybe not alone too. I <3

~life is beautiful..becos this world is imperfect~

Year 2008

It's a new year now, 2007 felt terribly long and upon recalling, feels like forever. Transitions and more transitions. Thoughts, mindsets shifts. Circle expands and contract, colours change!

But now, it's 2008.

~life is beautiful..becos this world is imperfect~