hitch

just watched it on ch5, it's 1 of my all time favourite shows. it's funny tat i started penning this entry down after watching it, since i had the intention to blog since this morning.

it's been a busy first week, having stayed over in sch twice before the sem has even properly started. the first nite i spent over in sch was hall warming for songhui and derrick.. i think this 2 will hav a great time in hall tgt rofl.. and yup i think i will often be there as well... 2nd nite was due to meeting..

i'll often be in their hall becos i'd decided to run for bs club pres along with naf as vp for the 7th comm. a tough decision we made, and pretty last minute (extremely might be a better suited word). dun get me wrong, it's not tat we dun wan to run, there was just a lot at stake for the both of us. it's becos we believed tat we can both work as a team tat we decided to run tgt. there's just so much at stake.. my own personal goals and other commitments i wld like to make...

speaking of other commitments, there's this particular 1 i wld really like to see it thru. it's a 2 person commitment.. a lot of love and effort is needed, a fair bit of problems that is unfortunately, inherently present and nobody's to blame.. the very first time, maybe the timing is wrong.. but then again, maybe it was to let us make it work this second time around..

Some ppl tell me i'm lucky cos u're serious, some ppl tell me "why are we taking so long?", some sent their best regards and wishes.. some think tat LDR will not be problem for me. I had problems, a few important 1s, bt i'd them worked out. I utd u hav certain obstacles u need to overcome n i'll wait. we're all fighting against time, but love transcends la.. something tat takes time to build bt once built, meant to last.

Whatever it is, dun worry abt hurting me, holding me back. When i asked u abt some stuff, it's to noe where u stand and i do noe its not 100% certain between us. I do hope it is soon :) I think i had somehow remember how i used to be brave and true to my heart. I hope u find the courage as well. haha sounds like such a emo post, but its really how i feel and i guess its sth tat i can share here. Watever is the outcome im just gonna do my best lor.

~life is beautiful..because it is imperfect, but maybe it's all fine with you around...~