Thursday, October 14, 2010

exhaustion never felt so good!!

was rushing to produce expt data for e research update presentation i hav 2 give today so i arrived lab at 850 although i slept at 4 last nite (roll ard bed since 2am bt cldnt slp, freaking insomnia zzz, not to mention tat i hav only 5hrs of slp 2 nites before). Naturally im damn tired bt i worked NON-STOP till 430pm (e other thing tat ran non-stop is my nose.. yea i noe yucks rite..), stopping only for 15mins to lunch down at the cafeteria.

frm 430pm meeting till 745pm, lots of stuff discussed n debated, got pointers for my work n then journal club presentation by another lab member tat last a staggering 1.5hrs (i think) with lots of discussion.. well e paper was interesting so i guess tats y, bt e headache since e start of e day grew into a constant hammering. after e meeting, i went for dinner w 2 labmates n we had quite a long dinner.. till 945.. went back lab n worked till 145am.. bt when i started doing, everything was clear.

e headache tat was there seemed to exist and not exist at the same time!! ive screwed up this expt a few times becos theres alot of steps n im always hurrying cos im dun like to take too long to split my cells. bt today i dare say i didnt make any mistakes, although tat doesnt mean e expt will be a success of cos.

ive long forgotten this feeling of exhaustion.. i guess im quite sadistic to like this feeling (when theres sth i need to achieve)

~and the voices in the head said..~

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