Monday, July 5, 2010

the suckiest thing

e suckiest thing in life is tat its so wonderful. so wonderful n u cant help bt wan everything yet at e same time it teaches u tat u cant have them all. u gotta choose n choosing sucks. choice defines us so much becos of the gains and losses. choice reminds us of all the things we hold dear to, all the things we can never get enuff of (time, money, any pleasurable thing).

choosing can drive you crazy.

being content is just one of the gazillion amount of choices that defies all of the above. choosing to be content is being ok, there is a power in that, and a certain sloppiness from another angle.

sometimes i'm thankful for e things i dun hav a choice in. its ironic tat being constraint can feel so liberating.

am i content that i cant choose? i dunno, hav thot enuff for a nite

~~choose~~

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