do i actually have readers?

i just noticed that some of my recent posts have comments, mostly chinese comments and i wonder if these are real readers or just spam?

hmm

~and the voices in the head said..~

the suckiest thing

e suckiest thing in life is tat its so wonderful. so wonderful n u cant help bt wan everything yet at e same time it teaches u tat u cant have them all. u gotta choose n choosing sucks. choice defines us so much becos of the gains and losses. choice reminds us of all the things we hold dear to, all the things we can never get enuff of (time, money, any pleasurable thing).

choosing can drive you crazy.

being content is just one of the gazillion amount of choices that defies all of the above. choosing to be content is being ok, there is a power in that, and a certain sloppiness from another angle.

sometimes i'm thankful for e things i dun hav a choice in. its ironic tat being constraint can feel so liberating.

am i content that i cant choose? i dunno, hav thot enuff for a nite

~~choose~~

interesting read

something nice to share w everyone who still reads my blog


http://gssq.blogspot.com/2010/06/wives-lovers-and-beautiful-soulmates.html

gotten off a fb link frm my stalker. rofl. i wonder if there is a female version of this. haven given it much thot, bt i think e basic idea of this essay does apply to gers as well.

~life's 3-in-1~