i'm too young

i'm too young.

i'm too young to say "i can't do it"
i'm too young to say "it's too late"
i'm too young to say "no"
i'm too young to be unfit
i'm too young to take my health for granted
i'm too young to forget what dreams meant
i'm too young to stop believing
i'm too young to get caught in all these "adult" nonsense
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i'm too young to die
nono, i'm too young NOT to live

but mostly, perhaps,
i'm too young to take youth for granted

19 days till exams come!! starting to really feel the jitters. realized i really dun remember anything substantial for cell bio.. sigh skipped n sleep thru too much lectures. 7 exams... 4 in a week.. 3 back to back....

e chance to reach my goal seems slim but i must do everything to try and reach it. just that sometimes really can't stare at notes all day. can't wait for this sem and the next to be over. I love studying, but having 2 force myself to know everything just for grades is really just not me at all. haha many ppl will say they also, but when i look ard, i dun really see ppl enjoying or appreciating wat they learn..i do.. so i think tat e contrast for me is way bigger.


also! in slightly more than a month is my bdae!! gonna be a QUARTER OF A CENTURY old. for e first time im gonna come up w a wishlist, so i'm really not expecting anything haha.. here it goes:
-Sandisk microSD 8GB abt $30 (don't kena tok ah) for my phone
-good reads, maybe Paulo Coelho's "The Winner Stands Alone"
-keyboard cover for laptop
-laptop bag
-laptop stickon cover
-bagpack (my current one that has a slot for laptop can't take much weight.. got function but no durability..zzz)

also, a big thank you to those who gave me the early birthday present! too many to list here alr. I'll organize sth for you guys =)

~they lie to you when they say there's 24 hours in a day.. because each day obviously feels shorter and shorter, except for the occasional days that seemed to take forever~