Xmas

Met up with my poly frens, which includes daoxian and weili haha.. It's been really very long since I see wilfred. I knew he will most probably be doing well, but didn't expect him to be so successful sia. Really very happy for him =D We tried to have bbq at xiaoting's condo but the rain got heavier and heavier, eventually we decided to go jingfen's house to cook the rest of the food away and play games there. Funny thing is when we're finally going to go then did the rain stop. -_-"

So over at jf's house we watched the Little Nonya, then started different games, mahjong and stuff. I was playing pictionary, some words are just impossible to draw lor lol. Haha then we went to the kitchen and started cooking everything, i got myself burnt by the oil =X, now got boils already.

We played the night away and in the morning we parted, i went back to hall and slept like no tomorrow lol. When i wake up i knew i was gonna fall sick. Sore throat starting from last saturday seems to be getting worse, now being drenched in rain and all the fried/bbq food, it's def worse. And now i have a bad flu, lol.......

Stayed home today, and tomorrow rather than to go lab. I guess i should stick to normal working schedule. Sigh, if my flu and sore throat doesn't go away, then monday's K session i prolly wun go. Argh if dun go tat 1 means din hit my 5 K session by this hols. Well it's true tat im pretty broke. hahaa..

1 more day till exam results are out and then school is gonna start again. somehow both of these are not on my mind, all the club matters are! kinda exciting when it's challenging =]

~and the voices in the head said..~

unlike you, when i said i let the matter rest, i will not mention it again. UNLIKE you. so to hell with what you think. apologies for the strong language. don't make me say how i really feel, cause i'm pretty sure you don't want to hear it.

on a much much brighter note, I'm proud of our ISG team, 3 3rd so far and a 2nd. and K session with ISIS is good also.. tat's my 4th K session since exams ended.

nafisah is back! haha.. got used to her not being around.. no i dun mean it in a "intimate" way, but in a "working" sense.

just came back from meeting peiyan, yixiong and winnie.. ahhh haven seen winnie in years. n yes, she is STILL freaking abusive. i think i got 4-6 blue blacks from her. peiyan turning more aggresive also! hah we basically meet up to EAT.. omg.. scary. after eating dinner at shokudo pasta, py still hungry. i wasn't satisfied also, so we went carl's junior......

but we only ate the fries. HAHA! still it was filling lor. then chit chatted and catch up with each other. haha some discussion on serious topic also.. wahh seh..

~and the voices in the head said..~

Xmas

Xmas is coming.. going to meet my poly and Hi club clique. now just got back to hall from K-ing with jiawen.

something redundant happened! i recv a redundant mail, so i gave a redundant reply. =] saw some obvious redundant post somewhere also. anyway, i shall not mention this anymore. the matter shld be laid to rest. oh, i wld never ask my frens to go talk to somebody abt something they wldnt really noe. please be mature and just keep quiet.

haha die, i 4get wat i wan to blog. bahh! ten dollar K fully booked on monday =( i think we shld just catch a movie. shall sms them haa

normal people usually have problems tat surround them, unless you're very blessed. don't give up or despair~ saying this in view to the problems i hear frm frens recently.

Anyways, i'm quite proud of our ISG team this year, hope there will be more achievements! Nxt yr i shall be in all e ISG games =)

end of hols soon! =(

~and the voices in the head said..~

look @ time/screenshot, bdae thnks, PDA phone!

look at all those documents man!!

Been wanting to say thanks to...

mom: for a $20 new SGD note, i like to keep old notes or nice looking ones =]
jolyn: for your mos burger treat! more importantly the K session =]
holly: your BnJ treat! enjoy ur HK trip
yiroe: for your Egyptian magnet

More belated bdae gifts are welcomed......... ESP a PDA PHONE! wanting one now for all its functions and stuff grrr.. more outings and hectic work schedules ahead!! gotta roughen it out.

~life is beautiful..becos this world is imperfect~

conclusion on my birthday

I'm blogging something private here because i want to tell my close friends something that i would not like to repeat over and over again because it hurts. My blog readers are mainly people close to me also.. Names are not included.

I know some of my close friends are concerned about what's going on between me and her and it has since become a forbidden topic because i don't talk about it. I apologize for seeming so distant.

For some time now, i guess both of us wanted to make a firm stand. Basically, i could not feel any effort or appreciation from her and that is because she still has not gotten over the past. Maybe she did appreciate and make efforts, but it wasn't enough or obvious to me. Thus, we both feel that maybe the timing is just bad.

We have left too much unsaid to each other, the words we exchange that night came all too late.

And i realized (too late) that this "One-Person" (whom ALL MY FRIENDS know WHO HE IS) has subtly interfered. Previously this person has said to me that he will not interfere anymore, yet has put on a emo alias which so obviously identifies him and kept wishing us well. Please know that you have done enough harm and your persistent "presence" (i told you i don't want to see your tags on my blog before) is making things harder for both of us to move forward.

You know that we know it's you, so why do it? I can't honestly believe that you have good intentions at all. You know that the best thing for you to do is to disappear from our lives, yet you purposely, intently chose to show yourself here and there. I DO NOT want to see you tagging my blog ever again, nor do i want to hear from you. Please respect my wishes. If you want to contact her, i hope you do remember you can never bring more help than harm. Keep that in mind.

Yea, some of you might think it's just a few tags and whatnot.. Trust me, it's not that simple, i will not divulge much on this even if i'm asked.

All said, i still wish her well and i will miss our insider jokes, songs and fun moments (and many other stuff!). I will let go and I hope she can do the same soon, for her own sake. Some people are not worth your time and thoughts for, you should live your life to the best you can. I'm happy that we're both moving on.

When all is said and done, there's only three words i think that everyone could use.

Life goes on.

Maybe it's not mean to be, but hey, this is life, it doesn't always work the way you want it to. What matters is you try and remember the good part of it.

~thanks for the memories~

101th post

OOoo the previous post was the 100th. Started this blog since last oct so that's about 7 posts per month?

Although i have lots of stuff on my hand, they are not stuff that i can just start and get over with.. I hate writing formal stuff, a bit is alright, but super formal stuff (like CONSTITUTION) is gonna be a b****. LOL just a metaphor, i still love wat i do, tat's y i do it =D

I do wan to meet up with people, so far this hols has been relaxing cos i only have to juggle club stuff which means i slack the rest of my time. Lab is gonna start again and im gonna need the time to finish wat i wanted to do..

-lab
-club
-room spring cleaning

when i say club it's not CLUBBING.. its my cca stuff.. haha.. oh ya, i wanted to blog to say.. "oh this friday is my birthday" cos it just struck me.. Since August, time has passed without me really knowing when is monday, tuesday or wat date is it. I only know "it's 4 days till meeting, 3 days till deadline, 1 week till bla bla..."

Time has stopped since some time ago.. life has gotta move on, things has gotta change. the question is when, where and how..

Haha since this post is so random, i shall include my outing with my gang.. Me, zhaoliang, cher and songhui met up for a movie (BOLT) and Rhino is just so crazy.. haha i wanna be crazy too man. We then had dinner at The Pasta Shop and desserts at NYDC, lol quite a bit.

Can't wait for this coming Xmas also, bbq gathering and present exchange with poly friends.


Here's RHINO!

like holly said, cute round fluffy ball lol and the more 1 looks at it the cuter it gets LOL *yes inside joke*


~I miss inside jokes.~

Lower......

Yday had to go braces appt.. then the orthodontist stunned me by telling me im putting on the lower braces rite away. sigh.. so after my mouth was gagged open for 15 or so mins, my lower braces finally got on. Bt i was meeting li neng and jiawen, my "bro" and "sis".. the last time we met was 1.5 yrs ago...

So while waiting for jiawen to be off frm work in tuas, me n my bro did...
-running ard town cos it was raining
-checked out cine for a bit, the movies as well, had pizza noodles at e basement jap shop, it's not bad!
-i bought a adidas shoe at Citylink Mall Adidas shop haa
-had gloria jeans coffee (their mint choc stuff taste a bit like meds... bt its only 3 bucks for any ice blended, wkdays only i think)
-shopped ard marina square bt cldnt find e shoe i wanna buy, or rather at a cheaper price than $129.00 haha.
-played pool and arcade
-watched Qurantine.. >.>
-had seoul garden, i was basically swallowing all e food, cos my teeth starts to hurt from all the pulling.

Things happen to people all the time, be it they share it with u or not. So lots of stuff were being shared, and life's reality is always harsh. Dun think too much my frens. =]

Ahhh.. so busy. sigh.

~life is beautiful..becos this world is imperfect~