tear me into pieces,
break me apart,
if you can put me back together,
whole and better again.

somehow i came up w this. it came to me at a moment when i felt so tired bt im still pushing n i wonder to wat extent i wld go to become better, so as not to tire as easily.
~and the voices in the head said..~

harder to bear

e daily hauntings r getting harder n harder to bear. it makes 1 yearn for a fresh start, a clean state.. even when knowing clean state is just another chance to be haunted.

~and the voices in the head said..~

current state of mind

i will be so focused tat i will be sharper than any blade

i will work so hard tat turning a iron rod to iron dust seemed a easy task

i will shine so hard tat i will put the sun to shame

n i will give back infinite times e things i recv in life tat all e regrets i ever had were worth it

~and the voices in the head said..~