how do you..

how do you catch up with 9 weeks of study when u're really in school but ur heart and mind are both somewhere else?

how do you react when some1, who apparently thinks u might hav potential, tells u in e face tt e scholarship only take 1st class and u're so highly unlikely to get 1?

how do you know if you can pass when you sit down in tutorial and thot u went to the wrong class?

As with all impossible things, we start by saying we can.

i can catch up, i may not score all As (i hav no intention to), bt i will do justice to myself and the hard work i've put in the past 2 years. watever happens, is watever tat will happen.

~the undercurrent is strong albeit the still surface..~

it's been awhile

yea haven blogged for awhile... alot of things n stuff gg on in my mind. i've come to hate studying. begin to really think its not gonna benefit me. its not disinterest in e subjects.. over e past semesters there r some subjects that i dun really like, bt i still put in effort becos i feel it wld help.

bt now.. studying is like wtf alr.. sigh.

just went for convo talk today.. kinda funny sitting with ppl tat r not my batch for a convo briefing.. yet another minus frm ABP.

moving back home makes me think a lot a lot. maybe i really shld hav joined bs club again this year. maybe having no time to breathe is better than having time to think.

im thankful to naf for being there for me =)



~and the voices in the head said..~