from grey's anatomy

"Really the truth is, you are a bastard, you were mean and stubborn.. just.. bastard.. but you were a bastard who knew what you wanted, and you stuck to your guns and prove that if you want something badly enough, if you're determined enough and patience enough, eventually it will happen. it will, and that gives me hope and so, thanks for that.. bye bye Charlie" - Liz

From season 4 (or 3?) where the cast gave a speech to honor the old man Charlie finally died after waking up from coma.

~and the voices in the head said..~

slow flowing thoughts

i think this isnt e first time i proclaim tat i like staying in hall. im almost always alone in hall, n its so quiet and tranquil here (no drilling somehow, but some still some noise frm construction workers).

its here that my thoughts can flow slowly. i dun hav 2 rush to go somewhere, get something done..


~1 of e things i like 2 do most is thinking. =)~

depressed and disappointed

i have been experiencing recently is just disappointments, from a number of ppl ard me and mostly, myself.

1 of the worst form of depression is in knowing the right thing to do and the importance of doing it, yet not doing it. mostly it stems frm truly not desiring to do it. frm e heart, in other words, one does not wan to accomplish an important thing.

i got that before, thot it will nvr get me again, bt i guess i lose heart. we all need small miracles to keep our hopes alive, i'd held out so far. miracles?

~sigh...~