e true loner of e 21st century

just had a realization wat a true loner in e 21st century is like.


~and the voices in the head said..~

mug like no tml

im so pissed off with everything n anything tat ive DECIDED im gonna mug like no tml, mug like a ^$@$^#*%#^$^%


R-A-W-R

~and the voices in the head said..~

absent

I was always there, that means I was always absent elsewhere.

When I finally could return, everything has more or less changed.

What do you do? Return to somewhere that's comfortable?

?

~and the voices in the head said..~

where do they go?

1 of them is in his room in Hall 14, windows open, cool wind blowing in. Smooth, slow music playing in his earphones. His notes all over the table, seemingly describing his life. His thots messy too.

and then he had a thought that bugged him more than most of the many many many other thoughts, where do the rest of his kind go?

have you wondered where does all the lonely people go?


~gets more and more difficult by the day.~

long time no post

too much has happened!

lots n lots of thoughts are going through my head.

ppl see tat im more happy cos i gt my successor.

somehow there's a nagging feeling tat im nt truly happy.

haha im really grateful to many ppl bt i think i'd said thanks a tad too much.

in this coming yr, i hope many things will change.

wat changes? i dont noe..

new favourite song!



Lyrics

Hopeless
Everybody says its just another decay of the soul
But I know I'm hopeless, thought about anything to take me
Away from this hole in the ground
I found it's hopeless clinging to a feeling
Like a fish on a line, so blinded by the lately
Hopeless, no more saying that there's no more time.

I've was trying far too hard
To be what I thought I should be
I was playing wild cards and
Seeing things that weren't in front of me
Like a little tiger, play fighting,
Until I was hurting myself, again and again

Because I'm hopeless.
Everybody says its just another decay of the soul
But I know I'm hopeless, thought about anything to take me
Away from this hole in the ground
I found it's hopeless clinging to a feeling
Like a fish on a line, so blinded by the lately
Hopeless, no more saying that there's no more time.
That there's no more time.

Well I'm just discovering I'm living in a different body
Caught a little insight into everything thats happening to me
Like a little spider, I'm climbing the insurmountable
But I'll never hold myself accountable, no.

'Cause I'm hopeless.
Everybody says I'm hopeless
But I got a bit of hopelessness
Oh and you can never bring me down
Even though I've got some silent ground
Oh because I love it so
And I think you should know

Because I'm hopeless.
Everybody says its just another decay of the soul
But I know I'm hopeless, thought about anything to take me
Away from this hole in the ground
I found it's hopeless clinging to a feeling
Like a fish on a line, so blinded by the lately
Hopeless, hopeless, hopeless
No more saying that there's no more time.

~do i regret finding out and breaking the fantasy? maybe..~