crazy about KT Tunstall

go see my video bar if you would like to hear her songs, dont think u'll regret.

anyways, my fave song now:



See the look on my face
From staying too long in one place
But every time I try to leave
I find I keep on stalling
Feel like a big old stone
Standing by a strength of my own
But every time the morning breaks
I know I'm closer to falling

Chorus:
I'm all out of love, all out of faith
I would give everything just for a taste
Everything's here, all out of place
Losing my memory, saving my face
Saving my face, saving my face
Saving my face.

Listening to what you say
Even though I look the toher way
You could neve rundertsnad the feeling
Of what I'm leaving

*Chorus*

Whoa, ooh...

Leave it all to me
I will do the right thing
Baby I'll be everything I need
Leave it all to me
I will do the right thing
Baby I'll be everything I need
Leave it all to me
I will do the right thing
Do the right thing

I'm all out of love, all out of faith
I would give everything just for a taste
Everything's here, all out of place
Losing my memory, I'm losing the best of me.

I'm all out of love, all out of faith
I would give everything just for a taste
Everything's here, all out of place
Losing my memory, saving my face
Saving my face...

Whoa, ooh...

~and the voices in the head said..~

went overseas

yi-roe needed to get some gas so i finally got to taste some JB food. =) had 3 rounds man.. filling..

finally went "overseas" lol..

sigh, im still occassionally giddy n e swelling is becoming worse.. any1 can fly me to e denmark doc?

~a number of ppl like to argue 1 big round to prove their pts, like to "ambush" (comm. lingo) you, like to twist logic into apparent hellish schemes n still claim they're fair and just! maybe this is e backlash of intelligence?~

royally screwed

giddy 4 2 days, a lil exhausted, joints in quite a bit of pain, my hemangioma is swollen..

n e worst of all?

lost my laptop today!

soooo screwed. lots of impt doc n info inside. not to mention lots of WORK put into those docs...

bt im ok, im not even angry, cos i give up on myself. i was just extremely careless, as usual.

~and the voices in the head said..~

enjoying

sipping a cup of hot choc macadamia latte, listening to my fave songs, watching ppl passing by with luggages..

it's not so bad to take some time off and relax. this is a gd time for me to organize things and make good order out of the clutter in my mind =)

some quality "me" time! [=

~it's all a state of mind~

sending people off!

just sent naf off at T1 where just 2 days ago my brother went to China frm T2. will be sending YEP team off coming wednesday.

yes, ppl tell me my turn will come, well, only time will tell haha.

on a side note, some things are just off-topics. teasing people is ok, but some things are just off-limits. if you noe wat i've been thru, you prolly wldnt even tease abt it.

some more, i dont even really noe u.

~dun trample my pride~

ok i got to confess something

i'm in love! so hopelessly in love =) realized this today!



never really expected me to say this right??



this busy, crazy, emo guy has found the time to fall in love...



and i gotta tell you...







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i'm in love with......................... MEETINGS!


HAHAHHAA did i get you? but seriously, i realized this today. i had a 2 meetings tat spanned 3 hrs in the morning and at nite i had another long meeting.

i realized wat i love abt meetings is tat ppl discuss how best to do something. the interaction, the thinking, the challenges, the deconflicting is all so very interesting to me. group dynamics, personality, thought process, EQ, positioning arguments, angles all comes to play.

u get to noe how ppl think and learn frm them. so far it has always been a learning experience, but tat is not to say i find tat they are immediately fun and enjoyable or meaningful. i have had terrible meetings where objectives were not met, agenda missed out, interactions pretty much one-way-ed.

but then when i look back, i become intrigued in how i cld hav changed my input to change the outcome. =)


~Life knocks on my door, I open and Life said: "Trick or treat?", to which i replied "Trick, always. Show me what you got." Life opens the bag and reaches in...~

where i would like to be right now

the bottom of the bottle.


~senseless screaming resumes~