a lonnng lonnng time

it's been a long while since I have posted.

so many thoughts and mental notes swim in my head and it's always the case when I blog after a long hiatus.

I can't find the energy to write everything down so I'll be brief in what I want to say.

When results were out, I was shocked, fortunately in a good way. I have really come to expect something very bad this semester, knowing that despite the efforts I put in, I believe it wasn't really up to the standard I set for myself, not for the goal I wish to reach anyways.

Throughout this semester, and the one before, I'd constantly reminded myself that I need to thank ISIS clique who were very understanding and helped me alot on school work. Without their help, I'll probably find it even harder to catch up. Really looking forward to the next semester to spend more time with you guys =) I have other thanks for other people, but now is not the time :)

Many, many things have happened, my mind is constantly reviewing them, those things I observed, things that I felt. It's hard to find words for them, but someday I'll try when I have them sorted out.

DnD is over too, successfully executed I might add. It's really great to see all the seniors having so much fun, I must say that Class 2009 is unique in its own way. I'm really looking forward to the next DnD too, when many of my friends graduate. YEP and FOC are coming next, and I'm confident (on the things we can control) both will turn out fine.

So what about me now? Where's my next destination? There's so much I wanna do, just don't have the time and money to do it so I'll settle for the simpler stuffs. Time to make this holidays worth every bit of my time.

On another note, went to the orthodontist (I think the spelling is correct) to put on brackets on the 2 teeth at the back (some of you will know what I'm talking about) and he put on the "power-links", or so I heard him called them. They certainly didn't give me any "power", but i assure you they give me a lot of...

P-A-I-N

So don't ask me out to eat nice tough beef/meat ok? Don't tell me if you're going somewhere nice either, I'll envy. O_o

~i still miss the days where the triplets were happy. what happened?~

reflection

since exam ended on 29th, have been moving stuff furiously back home and repacking my room. to a large extent, the task is not completed.

attended joan's 21st yday, the sbs gang was taking cam-whoring like mad hahaha. happy 21st joan! thank you for your great work in DnD, can't wait for that day to come so I can congratulate u again =)

this semester is simply bad. not that everything that has happened is bad, but regarding myself. for this sem's pprs, everytime i walk out of the exam hall, i feel like shit, not confident of my answers at all.

there are many things waiting for me to do now, many more that i want to do and certainly those i need to do for myself.

but before that, a very hard reflection on what has led me here, now.

~and the voices in the head said..~