flight and fight

i'm running away from the thing that's chasing me..

sometimes it catches up to me. i get dragged down.. and savage, relentless beatings follow..

i fight back, but i'm weaker, so i try to escape, try to run.

try to run away from this senseless, deep emptiness.

so far, i always managed to get away, but everytime it closes in, i ask:

will i escape again this time?


~the tears won't come out no more..~

lamest nomenclature

Just something to laugh at (not really funny kind of funny, but "why so non-sense" kind of funny..

Go look at the "frequencies" table LOL.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Radio_frequency


Fancy a biology student complaining about lame nomenclature when we're surrounded by CD81, p53, NF-kB, Ikk, Ras, MASP, etc etc lolll...

~and the voices in the head said..~

a little reward to my readers..

well, this post is to reward your good behaviour! (what you ask? of course is checking my blog, all of you except for CHAN LI YING! *&!$%@$%@#^@#$%@ lol)

today, sunday the 5th of april 2009.

i woke up at 545am and din sleep cos zhaoliang said he'll be coming over and we met for breakfast at 8am

he stayed at my hall and we did our lab report (separately) till 4+.

i went to JP with him cos i need to buy printer ink, but b4 tat i washed my clothes.

spread all my washed clothings all over every space tat i can hang b4 i went JP.

went JP, grabbed the printer ink. bought a bag of kopi cos i thot i shld not nap and shld study 206

enter my room, walked to my desk and dropped my plastic bag (with printer ink) inside and also my bag of kopi on my bag..

wait.. WHAT THE HELL! O_O

then frantically trying to dry bag with tissue, after which i thot it was "dry" enough, turned my attention to the floor

after 10 mins, realize floor is ok, then went back to bag's contents. at first the damage seemed to be quite bad and then i open my bag and..

all my certificates and stuff are inside!!! O_O
(brought them to hall last week to "inspire" myself into writing my resume for HW and blantantly forget to put it back at my house although i hav them in my bag..)

and the casualties are.....

~5x sec sch certs (CCAs, leaving cert, etc)...
2x nyaa...
2x poly cca stuff

now my room smells of coffee a little, my wet clothes are all over the place (not to mention there r alot of dry ones), i dun hav my spectacles with me (which i do think is part of e reason y i dropped tat kopi).

well, hope this stupidity will make you all laugh, LOL.

~yes yes, i know this defines the word CHUI (or CUI)~

disappearing

have been disappearing and will keep disappearing from this blog for the nxt month. not that i dun have things to write, but i can't find the will and strength to write it.

since nt much readers, i think im nt disappointing any1 also haha!

Good Luck for exams everyone!

~and the voices in the head said..~